Cousin dating your ex
Everything was so intense and passionate,even though we never went all the way.
I remember sneaking out of the house at night to meet him and we would stay together all night,kissing,laughing and getting to know each other.
I knew by his gaze following me and his stance that he loved me still.
I quickly left and got married the next day to my husband.
I hate myself and know i put him through pure hell when i would raise his hopes just to take off again. I would find something didnt measure up,and would move on. We had our ups and downs during dating and he aggressively pursued me. I tried breaking up with him too,but he always would win me back.
His sister said he never seemed to get over me and went through a lot of depression at this time. Finally it just clicked that i loved him and wanted commitment and marriage and we set a date.
I furiously tried to scrub his memory out of my mind.
I now am a mom to 2 toddlers but sad to say,my marriage has always been rocky.